Naquada

Well another 4am start, sat waiting for my flight to sweden again..

The flight will at least give me a chance to sleep, but also think about all the stupid things I do..

The worrying about things I don’t need to.. the constant running round trying to make sure nobody knocks over my ‘house of playing cards’ life, by that I imagine my life is so fragile that it could fall down with the slightest knock..

In fact I think that its not, its steady strong and secure.. I just need to believe it!!